The tunnel has collapsed

I see no light at the end, because there is no light anymore.

Of the judgement below I understand only two things (and I'm not sure I understand correctly) - Mauro Enea "won" his case because of the long time needed to conclude trials in Italy and he is not been condamned for the most part of his crimes because they "expired". 

And the other thing is that, the decision is once again postponed for him to be condemned for the part not yet "expired".

Here's the text in Italian:

Corte Suprema di Cassazione.

Si invia esito udienza secondo quanto disposto dall'art. 83, comma 12 ter, d.l. 18/2020:

ANNULLA SENZA RINVIO LA SENTENZA IMPUGNATA LIMITATAMENTE ALLE CONDOTTE ANTERIORI AL 16 SETTEMBRE 2012, PERCHÉ I REATI SONO ESTINTI PER PRESCRIZIONE. ANNULLA LA SENTENZA IMPUGNATA, CON RINVIO AD ALTRA SEZIONE DELLA CORTE DI APPELLO DI TRIESTE, LIMITATAMENTE ALLA SUSSISTENZA DELL'AGGRAVANTE PREVISTA DALL'ART. 61 N.7 COD. PEN.,ALLA RIDETERMINAZIONE DELLA PENA E ALLA QUANTIFICAZIONE DEL DANNO. DICHIARA INAMMISSIBILE NEL RESTO IL RICORSO E DICHIARA IRREVOCABILE L'AFFERMAZIONE DI RESPONSABILITÀ PER LE CONDOTTE APPROPRIATIVE COMMESSE DAL 16 SETTEMBRE 2012.

SPESE DELLA PARTE CIVILE AL DEFINITIVO.

The following is the text in English. Sorry for the bad translation, but I used Google - I barely understand it in Italian, not to mention translating into English!

"Supreme Court of Cassation.

 The outcome of the hearing is sent in accordance with the provisions of art.  83, paragraph 12 ter, legislative decree  18/2020:

 CANCEL WITHOUT POSTPONING THE JUDGMENT CONCERNED LIMITED TO THE CONDUCTS BEFORE 16 SEPTEMBER 2012, BECAUSE THE OFFENSES ARE EXTINCTION BY PRESCRIPTION.  CANCEL THE CONTESTED JUDGMENT, WITH REFERRAL TO ANOTHER SECTION OF THE COURT OF APPEAL OF TRIESTE, LIMITED TO THE EXISTENCE OF THE AGGRAVANTE PROVIDED FOR BY ART.  61 N.7 COD.  PEN., TO THE RESTORATION OF THE PENALTY AND THE QUANTIFICATION OF THE DAMAGE.  THE APPLICATION IS INADMISSIBLE IN THE REST AND ITS IRREVOCABLE DECLARATION OF LIABILITY FOR THE APPROPRIATE CONDUCTS COMMITTED FROM 16 SEPTEMBER 2012.

 EXPENDITURE OF THE CIVIL PARTY TO THE FINAL."

Now... Let's sum it up...

I will not be repaid in full of the money he stole from Alberto and me.

I will see some money, at best in a couple of years.

With less money I will not be able to transform this house into the "museum" I wanted and in time it will rotten due to humidity and mice and rats. 

I will probably end up barely repaying my new financial advisor and my lawyer.

The worst part is... that I will not be able to repay friends and family who lent me money for the house.

So... if I understand the judgment correctly, my half-a-life has now become no-life!

My focus on positivity is totally lost. I already needed help for my ongoing depression, now I'll seek help for trying not to give up. Some people depends on my presence in this world, and two cats too.

Please, if what I understood is correct, don't try and console me: on this Earth there is no consolation for this injustice.

I just need to forget all this and keep on trying staying alive.