"Bimonthly" shame

Settembre, Gennaio, Marzo, Maggio, Agosto, Settembre, Novembre, Gennaio, Marzo, Giugno, Agosto (doppio), Novembre, Febbraio, Aprile/Maggio, Settembre/Ottobre...

I still feel ashamed, although the last two are not up to me anymore. I gave up so that I could not feel ashamed and guilty anymore, why these feelings still surface?!

Tears...

... are drops of a life gone, or a life that should have been!
Tears are those pouring from my eyes in these days.
After so many times I had to endure Star Trek without Alberto, this I'm not sure I will endure at all!

Into Darkness...
TNG Remastered...
The Roddenberry Vaults...
Star Trek Beyond...

Star Trek Discovery...

And now...

A new series about our beloved Captain Picard?! More than ever how I wish you were here, my lost love Alberto.

You would have cheered, and my "crying" would have been for joy, without tears.

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Silence

Five years ago silence was my enemy. The house was too silent after being full of life and happiness.
Now silence is my best friend.
It allows my mind to "hear" the sounds I lost...
A mobile ringing...
The buzz of computers...
The clicking of a keyboard...
A show on TV...
...
His voice...
A murmur...
The click of a kiss...
His breathing...
The click of his heart...