I don't have the right to have everybody preoccupied? I can't be still in pain after more than a year?
Well, people... think again. And welcome to the new me!
I am a selfish person who cannot shake the pain and thus have no control over whether you're worried or not.
I learned how to fake a smile (as I wrote earlier in this blog), but I cannot fake happiness. I am sad. I lost my life when Alberto died and I will cry for it 'till the end of my days.
I learned how to hide my tears, but sometime (like yesterday and today) in order to hide them I have to shut down the rest of the world. I stayed in my bed, crying, sleeping, watching TV. I didn't answers calls. I didn't replied to emails.
So what?
As I said... welcome to the new me: the selfish person with a selfish (and never-ending) pain.
Get used to it!
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