I lost my "faith"

The title of this post is somehow misleading... but it would not if I wrote it in Italian!

The word "fede" (faith), in Italian indicates not only a religious commitment, or a loyalty to someone. It also indicates the wedding ring.

I have no religious "faith" to loose (I'm agnostic), but I had the wedding ring Alberto gave me when we married... and now I cannot find it anywhere!

I'm quite sure I lost it at home, but I searched in every corner of the house, to no avail.

I feel lost myself without it.

I feel that, without that ring at my finger, when I'll die I'll be incomplete.

Does it make any sense?

Edit: on the night between January 1st and 2nd I found my "faith", under a cupboard. I feel I found a little, but important, bit of myself.