Saturday 14 March 2015

Comfortably numb

A few weeks ago I'd probably put my boxing bag to good use after reading various comments on social media, or hearing remarks made by some stupid bureaucrats, or watching car drivers make dangerous maneuvers on the street...
Not anymore!

Now the treatment with citalopram is working and I feel comfortably numb. Everything bad that's happening to me just slips away, like water on a windshield treated with rain repellent. I have to thank my psychiatrist: he told me to avoid stresses and I'm avoiding all the stresses I have control on.






Two years ago I wrote something on the Inside Star Trek Magazine issue dedicated to Alberto - now I can say I'm sympathetic and not prone to anger nor vengeance.
I'm finally living blissfully without feeling anger (or any other strong emotion) anymore.

Gabriella